Long and sleepless night..

Its 5.22am in the morning already, but im still awake, listening to "No Promises" while typing this..
May be i get used to sleep late, or in another word, sleep "early" since it is morning already..
When you are worrying for someone who is very important for you, you tend to stay awake..and even if you fall asleep already,you tend to wake up every hour just to make sure he is alright..although you are so tired so headache..
or that is just to fill up the boredom and the loneliness in heart..
sometime i wish i could be some those dead materials rather than be a human who fulls of feelings..
first of all, we spend more time sitting in front of computer more than anything else..
sometime, all these technology stuffs will make you go crazy till you forget everything includes people around..
but ever, anyone makes you go crazy for him or her till you forget everything around...?
the answer is yes..
but it doens't stay long, because human is not as interesting as those technologies..
human is unique but technology is improving as time goes by..
therefore, we gotta accept the facts that we are always left behind by our friends, family, or our loves one..
not they do not love you,
its actually, they tend to forget you and all other things also..
So, don't be so sad for it..
all we need to do is to make sure we are not one of them, and always make people around you feel you are always right there for them every single moment..
Treat people the way you want people to treat you..
Never feel blue or upset just because you feel you are ignored..it is just one of the emotions that will cause unhappy things to happen..but inversely you should feel kinda lucky because you are a normal human..it is the most perfect among the imperfect..as human is not perfect..
kinda blur while typing this..
I can hear birds singing outside my window, i can hear the pointer of the clock keeps moving..
ahh...the dawn has fallen...
it is time to hide into my blanket and continue my journey to the wonderful dreamland..

p/s: Im yawning all the way typing this >,<

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